I do not know what i did to deserve a life like this... seriously... it's how you want to play around with my life... OMG!!! or is this just a test on how i can actually come back up from the worst time of my life? i do not know what the fuck is going on now seriously... i just want things to be better on from now... =)

to those out there who don't know what's going on... i don't blame you... because only a hand full of people... and if u care and want to know... ask me... but as i'd be in a very sensitive state of mind... ask properly... as i'd be screwing u upside down if u don't ask properly or i got my tailed stepped by a freaking elephant...

HAIZ!!! now i understand what happened to so many of you... hehehe... but i don't think anything can be compared to what happened to me in a night... one freaking long night... one which i came back semi-drunk, ran 5-10 minutes down to the city and took a half an hour walk back home after everything finished... i feel so stupid... but for what??? for what can be the happiest moment of my life... But it all depends on what i do in the near time... i just hope that i don't screw everything up...

Anyways... a sad little boy in a room of his own... doing his laundry... OMGOSH!!! help me... =(

Ciaoz suckers...